Monday, December 12, 2011

Exam Blessings

This week we have finals!  And so we've had off since last Friday to study for exams.  However, I procrasinated and hung out with my friends and basically did anything I could to NOT study!  So needless to say, I was scared out my socks to take my statistics exam!  All semester I have been like failing at stats... and I've hated it... it was completely awful and I had like the worse attitude about it ever!  So this weekend, I needed to study for stats-but I did not!  So this morning, I woke up at like 6:30 panicking!  I came downstairs, procrastinated, and then started re-panicking at about 9:00.  So I begun to cram!  I just felt like there was so much information and I didn't even know where to start!  But then, I remembered this super awesome person in my stats review (Meagan) saying she just goes through the practice test and does fine.  So I began to go through the practice test!  It took a while, I missed 15, sort of went over them, and decided I was sick of studying.  So I headed up to campus!

While walking up, the real panic ensued (okay, so I've been stressed about a lot for the past couple of weeks so this was not really new panic but it was the most panic I had felt).  And then... all the sudden, I just felt like this overwhelming sense of peace.  I know it was Heavenly Father telling me that everything would be all right!  For the rest of my walk, I couldn't help but smile!

When I got to the testing center, I thought I should review.  As I sat on a bench and pulled out my notebook, I just felt like I should go in and take it!  So I did!  And it turned out wonderfully!  I got a way better grade on it then I had on any of the tests before and it was comprehensive!  I feel so stinking blessed by my Heavenly Father in being able to come to the school and receive the education & help I get!  I know I am absolutely loved by Him! :)

And the basic message I got was... stop trying to plan your life.  Just roll with it!  So we'll see how this works out!

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